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sometimes you really think you can rely on certain people, your friends, but then...maybe it is the distance, maybe it is something else, maybe they are extremely busy and overloaded with work, but when you are giving them hints: i miss you, i am not in a best condition now - you do not get the reaction you want... BUT you get that, and perhaps even more from other people around...
Do I have very high expectations? or did I just dream about all that?
no idea...

coffee for me please and need to start doing some work.